Bad timing and missing feelings.
I still don’t understand how us happened. Why couldn’t I stop thinking about you, the day you told me some horrific news. Why didn’t I just punch you in the face and left you there to rot. Even after all the constant lies, shadiness, and two faced assholeness, I still cared a lot about you even though I shouldn’t have because you didn’t deserve it. I still thought about you. I still talked about you. And I even had your back and made excuses for the bullshit you put me through. You would think that when one endures all that, that they would never speak to you again and vanish you out of their lives for good. No. Not me. Not us. Yeah we had times where we wouldn’t talk for long months at a time. But when we did talk, oh boy when we did talk, it was like nothing bad had ever happened. One topic we would never come across; relationships, love or dating or anything along those lines. They always seemed to be brushed off or just never interest us. But yet after all of that, we still managed to find our way back to each other. And I still found a way to forgive what you have done to me and what you put me through. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. Because I know you love me and did what you have to do because of that and I know I was your one all along.
"If you love something, set it free.. If it comes back, it’s yours forever, if it doesn’t, it was never yours in the first place."
Can this semester be over already. I’m ready for the holidays!
I love my new camera!
That is all. Bye.